urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream [under reform - will be back soon] nobodys_dream 2006-07-08T23:01:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:2107 2006-07-08T23:01:47Z 2006-07-08T23:01:47Z Hello - SADS Winter holidays have started!<br /><br />I get really bored at school, so I wrote my plans for the winter holidays in the English class.<br /><br />- tidy and clean my room<br />- translate Dir en grey lyrics to Spanish and wrie them all in my DEG lyrics notebook<br />- make another Dir en grey fanvideo<br />- cut my hair<br />- write letters for my friends<br />- copy all the music I have in the PC to CDs<br />- copy all the photos I have in the PC to CDs and also the haiiro no ginkas<br />- print CD covers<br />- try to draw Dir en grey members...like Totchi's drawings<br />- make a timeline {not really sure if I will make this}<br />- if I have more free time, make more fanvideos<br />- also, if I have more time, translate lyrics of other bands<br />- look for nice clothe designs<br />- watch movies<br />- pierce my ears (I want 3 piercings in my left ear)<br /><br />And that's it for now, I think. <br /><br />Tonight I'm going to watch a Dir en grey concert. And I'm going to chat a lot with my friend Kao. The usual things I do on Saturdays.<br />I'm going to send an e-mail to Megumi to see if she can answer me..<br /><br />Bai bai! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:2005 2006-07-07T15:06:14Z 2006-07-07T15:06:14Z Sangeki No Yoru - Dir en grey Stolen from <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_pornoroughtype' lj:user='pornoroughtype' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://pornoroughtype.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://pornoroughtype.livejournal.com/'><b>pornoroughtype</b></a></span> ^_^<br /><br /><br /><br />Put an x on all the things you can do and find out how old you act!<br /><br />[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee<br />[x] I can do my own laundry<br />[x] I can cook for myself<br />[ ] I do my chores after being told once<br />[ ] I always do my homework/work<br />[ ] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations<br />[ ] I think politics are exciting<br />[ ] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers<br />total: 2<br /><br />[ ] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick<br />[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse<br />[x] I've never gotten a ticket<br />[ ] I watch talk shows and point out the incredibility of it all<br />[x] I know what incredibility means without looking it up<br />[x] I drink black coffee<br /><br />total: 4<br /><br />[x] I know how to run the dish washer..and/or do the dishes<br />[x] I can count in more than one language<br />[ ] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.<br />[ ] I mow the lawn<br />[ ] I wash the car<br />[x] I can make adults laugh... without being stupid<br />[ ] I remember to water my plants<br />[ ] I study when I have to<br />[ ] I pay attention at school/work<br />[x] I remember to feed my pets.<br />[ ] I'm generally organized<br />[ ] I know the meaning of capital punishment<br /><br />total: 4<br /><br />[x] I can spell experience without looking it up<br />[x] I clean up my own messes <br />[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee<br />[ ] I can go to the store with out getting something I don't need<br />[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said<br />[ ] I listen to my elders<br />[x] I can type fast, because I type every day<br /><br />total: 4<br /><br />[ ] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that<br />[ ] I can watch politics and laugh<br />[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour<br />[ ] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex<br />[x] I have realised that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job<br />[x] I can read a book and actually finish it<br />[ ] People have said that I act older than I am<br />[x] I can be sent on an errand and not get side tracked<br /><br />total: 3<br /><br />Now add up how many x's you have and put "I act (X) years old". urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:1649 2006-07-06T16:18:30Z 2006-07-06T16:24:02Z Embryo - Dir en grey I have the English Mid Term Exam today!! Nuuu I don't want to do it &gt;_&lt; because I have to go to the Institute and I am ill, I don't want to leave my house, I have to finish the damn Literature homework, and I hate English tests. <br /><br />I was just...reading songs, and I cried with a Kyo song (again), because well, it's like...I feel like that. Not the entire song, so I'll just write some lines, because I don't feel like writing how I feel today, so I'll just let Kyo say that for me<br /><br />...<br />the guilt, the desire, the weakness I felt, <br />I cried uncontrollably. <br />I'm sick of hearing these vague answers.<br />I WANT TO BE LOVED, MORE THAN ANY OTHER...<br />give me love... your...<br />pretend not to see everytime my love up and disappears..<br />I WANT TO BE LOVED, MORE THAN ANY OTHER...<br /><br /><br />So, now, let's my sadness as always and pretend to be good ^^ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:1387 2006-07-05T16:05:49Z 2006-07-05T16:07:58Z (hidden track) - Mucc I ruin everything..<br /><br />and I can't concentrate!!! I should be doing homework, I have a REALLY BIG work to do for the horrible Literature class and I can't fuckin' concentrate, I can't stop thinking on things that I can't stop thinking since a while ago, and I feel like my head is going to exploit in any moment, and, and, and...god I wish that..oh, whatever, what is going to happen? This is killing me...<br />"What is killing me is what keeps me alive", I never forget that words..they're so true<br />I should try to do this HORRIBLE Literature homework or I won't pass the subject. I am starting to hate the gothic terror, fantastic terror, whatever this work is about..<br />And some Dir en grey phrase is perfect..."I CAN'T CONTROL MY MIND" !!!!!<br />Oh, Kyo, you're the best =3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:1219 2006-07-05T01:37:00Z 2006-07-05T01:37:00Z Unlearned Man - Kuroyume Everything I say to my mom seems to be a joke? She thinks I will change my mind, but I won't. She doesn't understand. She can't understand.<br />My life is horrible. And now is even worse..why??<br />If I can't have what I want, I don't want to live..<br />Since the first moment I promised myself things that I can't keep, why am I so weak? Why can't I change? why am I like this? Will I ever change?<br />Everything is better because Kao is there, and she feels the same way I feel, and for something very similar.<br />But...this is making me feel really terrible, and...I just want to lie in my bed and sleep, sleep, forever if I can't have what I want... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:967 2006-07-03T15:50:09Z 2006-07-03T15:50:09Z Say Anything - X Japan Today I didn't go to school because I am feeling a little bit ill. I think I have angina, I mean, getting angina. And I feel like if I have fever.<br /><br />Anyways, next week winter holidays starts *-*!! I have a lot of plans to do, then I am going to write them here.<br /><br />I should make lunch, so I'll end here.<br /><br />Oh, this X Japan song is so lovely...makes me wanna cry.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:584 2006-07-02T07:00:14Z 2006-07-02T07:00:14Z Red...[em] - Dir en grey It's almost 4 am. I am chatting with my friend Kao, she makes me feel better ^^ I laughed a lot when she showed me her Dir en grey things by the webcam, because she showed me something really funny o^^o<br />If I can seem happy...is just, I am trying to hide it, because I am sad. Because she hasn't come back yet. She told me I have to be happy, so I'm trying not to worry, but I miss Megumi too much ;___;<br />I think I'll go to sleep in some minutes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nobodys_dream:336 2006-06-30T18:29:14Z 2006-06-30T18:29:14Z Ray - Gazette I am using my new journal for the first time.<br />I have decided to change it, don't know exactly why.<br />Right now I don't know what to say. So I'll end here.